well well well.... after a whole lot of time i am back again with a piece of my life... actually my net wasn't working thanks to Ankit (one of my very good friends with whom i studied in school till class 5 and then we met this year like after almost 13 yrs......!!!!!! gosh! that's a pretty long time i must say but then as he too is studying in Mumbai itself so we are like back as school buddies again) its working again yippie!!
All these days a lot of things happened, after grandma left for her heavenly abode... life has changed, yes a lot, and now it will always be the same, but as time passes we all have to learn to adapt ourselves to the changes, even if we don't wish to..life sometimes doesn't give us choices.
Well i am really not very interested to work my fingers upon the keyboard, text my mind .. use apt words and then end up writing about office and work, therefore a big NO NO, as in a nutshell, things at work are never in place only, and despite of trying like so hard to sneak peak and do blogging. i couldnt manage to :(.. as i was too busy...
but i am happy as i am able to write again. feels good, as my heart has this lock which has lost its key and despite of many tries i am unable to speak out so many things which i used to earlier..therefore writing my feelings and thoughts down, becomes even more imperative..
From past sometime, have been fighting and there has been so much misunderstanding between some of my closest friend and me... and happened even with one of my bestest friends.. it was a bit shocking how, that friend whom i had always considered like so close, and never had any intentions to hurt or make him feel bad.. chose someone else's friendship over me.. but then as things happened, got messy and nastier by days.. i realized that its really useless to expect so much, i had changed myself completely towards any such expectations but then again some day or the other it kept coming up .. but as i know myself.. m definitely a "hard way" learner.. :) i won't ever blame or curse my friend. i know he never thought bad of me or any such thing but ya, may be with time when such things happen repeatedly ... we tend to move a little away from even the closest of our people..its not his fault.. but what to do...things are sometime involuntary ..
And most of the time its definitely a bad phase and tons of misunderstandings that make you think all wrong only, but that's also not the"only" case.. its all a part and parcel of the same thing, and as it is said.. learn to take life as it comes..
In all this hunting and chasing..i happened to grab hold of a book, absolutely not my genre, and probably the thickest i have ever read... the book called
" KRISHNA KEY" by ashwin sanghi.. as i have some sort of inclination and fascination towards lord krishna. i just bout it , and for the first time in 23 years, read a historic fiction, as i am not a book worm or a voracious reader...but as i keep picking up any random genres and just start off.. its not that bad.. .. these days i am reading " the last lecture" by randy pauch, a book written by a dying man who wants to give a lesson , say those last few things and share his feelings, tell stories, crack anecdotes and say those last few things to his loved ones and even to the world, the concept on the whole seemed very intriguing to me but i dont knw the book isisnt seeming that interesting as such, though have just started,, hehehe too soon to judge.
apart from that, watched this movie called" the life of pi".. i was like spell bound, the whole concept was so thrilling, beautiful imagination, wonder when a human can be that creative..that how creative GOD must be....also watched the last part of the twilight saga..breaking dawn 2...sadly the saga ends with this part, wished it continued.. :( but then what begins has to end... phew!!! feels relieved.. today . after venting out such small yet important segments of my day to day life :)...
All these days a lot of things happened, after grandma left for her heavenly abode... life has changed, yes a lot, and now it will always be the same, but as time passes we all have to learn to adapt ourselves to the changes, even if we don't wish to..life sometimes doesn't give us choices.
but i am happy as i am able to write again. feels good, as my heart has this lock which has lost its key and despite of many tries i am unable to speak out so many things which i used to earlier..therefore writing my feelings and thoughts down, becomes even more imperative..
From past sometime, have been fighting and there has been so much misunderstanding between some of my closest friend and me... and happened even with one of my bestest friends.. it was a bit shocking how, that friend whom i had always considered like so close, and never had any intentions to hurt or make him feel bad.. chose someone else's friendship over me.. but then as things happened, got messy and nastier by days.. i realized that its really useless to expect so much, i had changed myself completely towards any such expectations but then again some day or the other it kept coming up .. but as i know myself.. m definitely a "hard way" learner.. :) i won't ever blame or curse my friend. i know he never thought bad of me or any such thing but ya, may be with time when such things happen repeatedly ... we tend to move a little away from even the closest of our people..its not his fault.. but what to do...things are sometime involuntary ..
And most of the time its definitely a bad phase and tons of misunderstandings that make you think all wrong only, but that's also not the"only" case.. its all a part and parcel of the same thing, and as it is said.. learn to take life as it comes..
In all this hunting and chasing..i happened to grab hold of a book, absolutely not my genre, and probably the thickest i have ever read... the book called
" KRISHNA KEY" by ashwin sanghi.. as i have some sort of inclination and fascination towards lord krishna. i just bout it , and for the first time in 23 years, read a historic fiction, as i am not a book worm or a voracious reader...but as i keep picking up any random genres and just start off.. its not that bad.. .. these days i am reading " the last lecture" by randy pauch, a book written by a dying man who wants to give a lesson , say those last few things and share his feelings, tell stories, crack anecdotes and say those last few things to his loved ones and even to the world, the concept on the whole seemed very intriguing to me but i dont knw the book isisnt seeming that interesting as such, though have just started,, hehehe too soon to judge.
apart from that, watched this movie called" the life of pi".. i was like spell bound, the whole concept was so thrilling, beautiful imagination, wonder when a human can be that creative..that how creative GOD must be....also watched the last part of the twilight saga..breaking dawn 2...sadly the saga ends with this part, wished it continued.. :( but then what begins has to end... phew!!! feels relieved.. today . after venting out such small yet important segments of my day to day life :)...
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