banana woman..!! yo

nw dis ws d only thing remaining :D....

2day.. i ws mistaken to b a banana vendor..gosh.....=))=))... i really love maself smtyms... 4 da madness i fall into evry now n then :d adds spice 2 life...

life wud rilly b damn monotonous ...atlst i need those mad incidents in ma life :P...

n its actually true.. dno who started sayng it but ya now evry1 says it..."go wid d flow n things wil fall in place on der own".. so true...

things seem demolished completely smtyms.. but thn der r a few last bricks remaining in d ruins..which r actually more thn enuf to build up ur bridge agn....

i feel gr8.. to b a supa fruit woman 2day :P.... pleasuredDDDd...

:| straight face

life's funny...

smtyms it puts u on cloud 9.. n d next moment ur crestflen

u see a hope.. dim as an amber.. which seems glowing brighter n brighter but all of a sudden it extinguishes.. its really not possible 2 predict wt life wants..

ma lifez turned in 2 a big crossroad all of a sudden.. well it always was but... its bcoming too muchnow .

i mean ..y d hell do v have 2 take certain important actually da most important decisions at such difficult moments whn ur head refuses to work.. gosh...m sure it happens wid every1...

so far ma life is aimless.. lazy n jus live-each-day -as-it-comes types... dono if derl b ne healthy progress in da near future or not .. though it actually needs dt..

2day .. v went for our last 15th august celebration at college.. ws a nostalgic moment.. :) but ws really disappointed by da cultural function ..goddd:O.. ppl wer dancing on songs of sm tapori folk genre..:s dno wt ws wrong wid them.. d standards r deteriorating ....(cold sigh)

dnno.. bt its nt clicking.. m jus writing ne humbug.. i need to contemplate more.. leme do dt 1st.. :d

jaii hooo!!!!

paint me saffron

paint me white

paint me green

its my independent night..... a veryy happy independence dayy tooo alll.. :)

my india.. my 1st love

my mother my pride

its bin 64 yrs now .. u r independent of d foreigners but yeah ur still a slave to ur own offsprings.. hope dis independence day brings a new wave of thot and realization :).. vandee mataramm!!!

right or wrong??

people say.. u think a lot

is it bad 2 think?? 2 question urself and look 4 answers within?? well i dont think so :P...

i dono y but some same silly mundane questions keep rebounding in my head.. which are actually so silly like really "silly".. which shudnt even b thot about, which jus giv u headaches nuthng els.. but i guess ma head likes 2 ache 4 sm reasons..its good to look around.. observe people, know them, hv views about them, evn misjudge them (most of d tym), but der r a few things which r common in most of d population :

da "I M RIGHT " thingy..which wont b eva clearly said but ya in evey action every statement of theirs wil b felt, jus want to prove da same thing... n if they fail to do so...aah da best way.."i giv a damn"...

i mean...its impossible to b right all da tymmm..its jus god who cant make mistakes.. rest evry bloody thing makes mistakes, y so much ego? .they jus make a point to act da same way n remain da same no matter wt.. no matter how gud u r to them or how gud u hv bin to them.. wt matters 2 them is jus der own ego n attention seeking attitude....

n der i am.. criticising da world as if m d best example of perfection :D... but yeah evry1 knows how good or bad they are.. n so do i B-)....

i dno.. hmm evry1 needs attention.they really do , evn i do. but then getn self obsessed ..puts me off.. :(.. mayb m wrong but then evry1 has rights 2 out fwd der own notions.. m doin d same :)

its actually not easy 2 b a good child of god.. :) v really need to work hard.. very hard..

even u hv a reason to cry??

da rains bring out all our hidden emotions..evn d 1z whoz exposure u fear , happy or sad u may b but it duz ur eye drop a tear...

i wonder.... r u cryng god?? if yes.. then y??

v r homo sapiens .. who need a reason to weep at evrythng v have or d things which v neva got though v wanted them so deep

whn v laf too much , v cry

whn v eat mirchi(spicy), v cry

whn v r sad (ofcorz), v cry

whn v watch an artificial daily soap, v cry

whn v r bruised, v cry

whn some1 becomz a star, v cry

whn some1 comes 4m a star, v cry

whn a woman becomz a mother , she cries

whn she cant, she still cries

whn v get to study, v cry

whn v dont, v still cry

whn v r needy, v cry

whn v r rich , v still cry

its beyond my imagination... wid ma weak maths its even more difficult to count the number of tears shed on this earth so far .. mayb right now also.. some1 is increasing the calculations for this hour....

r des myriad drops.. mere copious tears dropping from god almightys eyes???..seeing what his beautiful earth his priced possession his passionate creation has turned into??

jus a bucket full of dissatisfied tears.....

rakshabandhann :)..

hmm rakhi.. a fest dt represents a vry innocent, pure n naughty bond :P hehehehehe... 4 da 1st tym.. in ma life i din cry on dis fest well its useless pennign down da reason y i cried otherwse evry yr.. :) coz dt wud actually b gaining sympathy n "attention" most of all.. i know wt makes me sad evry yr on dis day but still i gues sive learnt to live wid it now n iv accepted wt i have n wt ill loose very soon.. it will b tough but our pains r very very small whn it comes to some1z heart rendering sufferings... wel i knw whoeva is reading dis( if at all nebdy is)... wudnt b hvnt ne hint bout wt m blabbering.... hehehe so lets make dis day a happy 1..

well... in des past few days.. ma life has tried to take a few drastic turns... mark those words.. "tired" :P hehehe its still on a trial basis n trust me its horrible whn dt happens... ur hanging in d middle of 2 very crucial stages of ur life... and i know dat mayb in a few days ma life changes 'BIG CHANGE" n like a typical girly i shud b sittin cryng n worryng bout it which is so liek me otehrwise.. coz i do get worried n think bout things a lot.. but its nt hapng so.. mayb m jus ignoring it or smthng..:P or mayb its 1z basic nature dt u cnt loose .. if u r a nut u will b a nut :P hehehhe u cnt gi vup ur madness ... 2day as it ws rakhi v celebrated it wid loadsa mastiiiii!!!... i tie rakhi to 1 of ma frnds.. ate tons of chocz na gained heaps of cals :D... then came another twishtttt.... a frnd of a frnd (wow wt a terminology) came over 2 our town... poor thing had neva met her b4.. aha... v got plan... d mischievous minds at work... now i became ma frnd(preeti) n ma frnd became me.. n whn he came da shwo begannnnn!!!!!......

frnd- hi!!! whoz preeti

me: hey its me :D

preeti: =)))))

da frnd ws a chatterboxxxxxxx omg... he went on n on n on n on :O:O:O:O.....

i remaind preeti 4 a long tym... thn da thing ws gting a lil boring u c.. so v came out of our roles.. :D chalo kuch to timepas hua... no offenses intended :p..

our day started wid movieeee.. aarakshan.. well i dn hv da energy 2 act lik a film critique nw...thn came pooja thn rakhi tyng tamasha.. actually tamahsa.. as 1 of ma dearest frnd cm broo brot his high tech SLR CAM wid an even high tech lense wid an even high tech zzooming power.. which actually made us stand in da drawing room while he cliked our pics from da bedroom... :|:|:|... mithai + choc session.. thn came d lunch.. then came another session of argument ...wereva 4 crazy gals wid entirely different point of views n 2 guys wid a deadly common sense try 2 plan things.. da consequences r GRAVE... da issue ws.. wt to do next??.. suggestions flowed in from all da corners 4m going 2.. colaba, bandra, pune.. lonavla..vashi n cp..( da local market).. guess wt?? wer we went in da end.. aftr a big cat dog fight in d middle of da street itself..............................................

cp..:) koi fayeda nahi discussion ka.... ohh yeah nw da frnds episode wil happenn k...kindly connect d loops :P... after a neva ending discussion of 5minz :D wid da eva talkign frnd.. v decided to save our lives by making a plan 2 go to CCD... at belapur near by...

we all shared a hearty laf n loadsa gossip n bitching as well ofcorzzz 4 gals n no bithcing :D impossible.... n da day ended wid a dinner at 1 of d most nostalgic food joints...n vry1 widout ne further arguements peacefully ordered der same old fav dishes which v always used 2 eat whneva v useed 2 go to dt restaurant :).. wow... ws fun.. n d cherry on da cake ws.. da walk in da heavy rainsss full on filmy situation .. umbrellaz flyngggg wind blwoingg mad downpours... n on d streets us 6.. singing... hmmmmmmm ik ladki bheegi bhagi si..sotii raato mey jaagi si...mili ik ajnabi sey koi aagey na peechey tum hi kaho ye koi baat haiiiiiii..hmmmmmm :P.....

lifes actually too short.. :) to b wasted in criticising wt v dn hv... v really shud cherish wteva shit vev got :P..all puns intended ahahhahahaaaa... omg i got acall from da next roommm theyv cooked sm earthworm kinda creatures... eeeeeeeeeeeew.... maggi maggi maggi :*

sick n sweet..

aacccchhuuu!!!... bless me... d 2nd day in mumbai n d same old cold cough..jus cough n all actually:D back after a tyrng train journey. wer jus 2 of us got confirmd tickets n d 3rd 1 ws stil on waiting :p.. v actually boarded d train wdiout ne clue of our seta number not evn coach number,.. gosh .. seemed as if vl b left dis tym 4 sure...had no acess to net from past mny days.. well feels vry comfi 2dy as d issues wi dma internet bill hv bin settled... d day ws fun.. its vry well said" wer ders a will ders a way " :d hehehe smthgn liek dt actually happened wid us 2dy ... had a nice ragging session wid ew new juniors.. wer cute... sm mad.. sm wid d same old unwanted attitude ( ignore)..:D... hmmm..watchd a whole lot of animated clips..of old panchtantra stories... wid deplorable animation aaahhahhaha... funny yet nice... n drippy.. :)...