time to leave...

life is so funny.. it puts fwd such weird queries which seem to have no answers at all but thn it answers thm on its own i got ma answer 4 ma last blog...it is tough to make choices but thn it isint impossible toon god duz giv us hints..sorry god 4 gtng mad at u u knw hw it is :P....i guess i need to think more b4 writing dis... i beter tackle ma mumz spoilt mood 1st :-s ehehehehe... mumz r dno made wid which clay cement gravel gosh they appear soo tough birla white cement... but yeah deep down ders jelly belly...:* nw ma mumsy seems so upset as its tym to leave.. a mother daughter relation is so delicate n fragile it cnt b expressed it cn jus b felt... iv bin ma mumz confidant' n so has she.. :* mom.. i know ur upset i knw ur sad... uv no clue hw i m feelign i knw u need me a lot at dis point of tym whn da seas r so turbulent but trust me m ur sailor ill b back >:D< love u heaps

actually meri dilemma:(

how cn one hv similar feelings for 2 different people?????? dis is not fair ...... god its nt ......y cnt u jus giv us wts meant 4 us?? y so mny other optionsss WHY?? y do v hv to make choices

a bful eve..

well 2day met ma most dearesttttttttttttt chaddi buddy , pal freny..n anoter vry old buddyyy arushi... vev known each other for more thn almost 17 yrs now well m bad wid maths plz ignore da calculations...it ws a funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn filled session at her den .. v bitched n bitched n lafed like psychopaths gosh.. good old memories.....

well its really true... ur skool buddies ur childhood pals cn neva b replaced or substituted :).. it ws a nice "mad-fotoshoot-session" .. followed by a scary drive aah though wsnt scary , ma frnd ws driving n da 2 of us wer like :|:|:|:| look strght plzz dn gt distracted..phew!!! finally v reached d changed venue wer v had 2 meet another vry dear frnd of mien akhil who ws actually soo damn conscious by now aftr knowing dt 2 more frnds r accompanyng me :D hehehe i tarted convincing him:

1 hey plz cmonnn u wont fel awkward

2 jus a frnd is der

3 cmon jus 2 of thm r der :D

4 they r from ur skool only ur juniors wts d issue :P:P:P

tings started seeming fishy 2 him as d number of ppl ws increasing :D bt neways he decided to cm...then v alll went mad agn wid da dirty looks by da waiters as v had almost taken ova der restaurant since eve :P... omg wt fun loved it completelyyyyy :( tym 2 leave 4 college day aftrr :((((((( y duz life put us thru departures ?? :(

co inci

oh crap!!! i remembered jus nowwwww its julyy agn :O.... perfect timing... well as they say its all destined n written :D hehehehe...

starters

well.. i created dis account like 2 yrs back.. but cudn start wid nethng fruitful as such... 2day a gud frnd of mine mentioned dis blogging thing 2 me so evn i thot of starting or rather tryng 2 start agn :P.. hehehehe lets c wer it heads 2...nt in a mood rght nw 2 write nethng dno y i fel pretty preoccupied rght nw as if sm very vital portion of my brains is stuck up... a kinda lacuna or mayb m in a reverie ..adsent minded ,frustrated , bewildered yet aware of evry bit dts happeneing around.. a strange vry strange feeling..ders dis new series on which is still uder d coming soon tag.. i like d way they r promoting it though... d way dis guy da protagonist mayb... writes 2 d audience about his evryday happeenign n experiences of life... kunal chaopra wteva date 2011... nice...